MISSING NEO

Good morning sweetheart.  It's my third morning without you.  I keep looking for you to come out and get some food and water and make your noises.  I walked in the bedroom after my shower and expected to see you sleeping on the bed.  Petting you while you are curled up on the bath mat on the floor in the bathroom. Those habits will take some time to resolve into memories.

Writing to you and about you last nite helped - I was able to get some sleep for the first time in two nights.  I feel a little better today although there are tears in my eyes from missing you.  I felt your presence last nite - I heard a faint kitty voice and it wasn't Oliver.  I know you are OK

but I am crying this morning.  I try to think about what good life you had and how much I was blessed to have you in my life for as long as I did.

I think I will adopt another kitty soon - a rescue in your memory.  You can send me a sign when it's the right time. I still need to grieve for you.  

I lost Alex and Cassie too, but somehow your loss is much more difficult.  You truly were an angel sent to me. 

TRIBUTE TO NEO

My precious kitty Neo passed away suddenly on June 22, 2015 in the early morning hours.  I was lucky enough to wake up during the night to give her one last pet while she laid next to me in bed.  Later, I woke up again and she had passed.  She had no signs of illness so I believe her passing was quick and hopefully peaceful. I 'd hoped to have a few more years with you - Cassie made it to 23.  But I knew you were aging - just the other day I told you I needed a few more years with you.  It's ok though that it was your time to go.  I hugged a small pillow last nite and pretended it was you - it helped some - I hope you felt the love I was sending you.

Neo was so special to me - she was beautiful, gentle, affectionate and tolerant of her various brothers and sisters through the 12 years she was my baby.  I loved her well I believe.  She always had comfy places to sleep and got lots of pets and affection from me.  She especially loved her face pets and belly pets - although the belly pets had a limit and she would use her back paws to push my hand away when she had enough.  She got hugs and kisses every day and she cuddled with me at night.  I loved her toes - she had the cutest little toes and I liked to cup her feet in my hand when we slept.  I used to slide my hand along her belly and hold her face and toes.   I couldn't even get mad at her when she squawked and ran around in the middle of the night, waking me up.

She was a kitty with a voice - always making noises, and now it is so quiet at home without her. I miss her terribly.  I am thankful for being able to adopt her and rescue her from a home with a dog that she could not tolerate.  Poor baby had licked off huge patches of fur from her sides due to the stress.  Her owners loved her, but they knew she needed a different home.

She was an affectionate snuggler from the beginning and was never shy around visitors.  She would come right up to them to get her pets.

I love you very much Neo - Godspeed to you over the Rainbow Bridge - my other babies have welcomed you I am sure - Laddie, Cookie, Cindy, Tinkerbell, Spritzer, Spanky, Ginger, Alex and Cassie.  Momma loves you very much.  Take care of her my fur babies - I loved you all.

P.S>  I know you didn't like Oliver so much - I think he misses you.  He really just wanted to play with you - sorry he chased you.  He's a good boy who needed a new home. Thank you for understanding.  And sorry the last apt did not have an enclosed patio for you to lounge on.

Love,

Momma