MISSING NEO

Good morning sweetheart.  It's my third morning without you.  I keep looking for you to come out and get some food and water and make your noises.  I walked in the bedroom after my shower and expected to see you sleeping on the bed.  Petting you while you are curled up on the bath mat on the floor in the bathroom. Those habits will take some time to resolve into memories.

Writing to you and about you last nite helped - I was able to get some sleep for the first time in two nights.  I feel a little better today although there are tears in my eyes from missing you.  I felt your presence last nite - I heard a faint kitty voice and it wasn't Oliver.  I know you are OK

but I am crying this morning.  I try to think about what good life you had and how much I was blessed to have you in my life for as long as I did.

I think I will adopt another kitty soon - a rescue in your memory.  You can send me a sign when it's the right time. I still need to grieve for you.  

I lost Alex and Cassie too, but somehow your loss is much more difficult.  You truly were an angel sent to me.